It's hard to be friends with someone special when every time you look at that person, all you see is EVERYTHING you want to have.

It's hard but I will keep holding on if this is my only way to remain connected with you. I will be a shadow behind you as long as I can walk beside you. I enjoy every moment that I see you smile. I see the beauty of your innocence when you sleep next to me. I love to hear the music rhythm every time I hear you breathing. Since The moment that I first so you, I can't get you out of my mind. Since then I have never stopped praying that one day you will notice me. Everyday I want to be with you. Day by day this feeling keep growing. No matter how I resist it seems  that there is no more exit. I'm drowning in so much sadness every time that you ignore me. I want to know you more. I want you so badly. I'm taking a risk even if there is only 1% chance that you will notice me. Even though this would mean that this will tear my heart heart again into smaller pieces.